TV & Love and the hard reality of it we live and we learn.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013


I am not into all that gossip magazine or could even tell you anything really about any celebs. Who's dating whom or anything like that. My teenage sister comes out to stay the weekend with me and we put on MTV. Typical right lol I remember when I was younger watching that. But of course when I was growing up it was all music now its nothing like that. Anyways I don't want to get off topic. She puts on this show Cat Fish I believe it's called and all these people reaching out for love. Love is essentially what we are all looking for whether it is to find love in a partner someone to live out our lives with or a friend. Everyone needs love in some form. Am I right? We just don't feel complete. It could be a parents love, a friend a child or for some the love of their pet! But the thing is going on TV Should tell you first this isn't going to work out!! I am sorry for everyone routing for their favorite celebrities marriage to work out. Hey I have to admit I admired Faith Hill and Time McGraw did that  pan out for years yes, but everything you see on TV doesn't last.  If you have to go onto a TV show because He or she can't be convinced to meet you in person honey why would you want to force that. If they love you they will be willing to meet you on their own terms or when you ask them yourselves! You shouldn't have to force love. It broke my heart watching all these people going on there just to be disappointed and heartbroken. I know shows like this its not all real but is derives from the truth in some form. Although those guys hosting the show are wonderful as well an portray to have peoples best interest  in mind. Dirt sales you should know by contacting shows like this whether it be this or something similar your setting yourself up for failure.  I don't want to come across as a bad person I really don't or the person raining on your parade.  Please don't even get me started on the show Teen Mom. Never Seen it my other sister is obsessed , but I think it is a horrible idea and should not encourage young adults that hey I made piss poor decisions its ok someone else will clean up my SH*&! Or hey I will just make a bad choice in life and have it aired on TV for the whole world to see and drag my family through hell as well.. YIKES What is going on in this world???

But please the online world connecting with others I know people are going to continue and if done right its fine. But if it has to be forced and the person keeps coming up with excuses not to meet you or you have any inclination that this person is hiding something from you. Listen to your gut because guess what there is a huge chance that they are! Don't embarrass yourself and have something aired for the world to see that you know deep down is already going to happen. There is someone out there for you that doesn't need to be forced to be with you they will want to willingly spend time with you and be open and honest with you..

Well there I said my peace. Take it as you will I hope it helps someone. People may get upset by what I have said, but guess what that's life and sometimes the truth stings. But we take it and grow from it. I know I have plenty of life's truths thrown at me and it still stings, but we grow and learn everyday. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger!


Mommys and Daddys teaching our little ones

Friday, May 3, 2013

Teaching our kids while they are young!


Let me start off with saying I am not here to push religion onto anyone!! I am only going to say that I personally believe that it is important to have some sort of belief system. What struck this conversation today is something small. My little girls fish died today. We have had “ Buddy” the fish for a year now. I knew he had died but not quite sure what to do with him yet because this gold fish had become quite large. Way to big to flush! So his tale is kind of hanging out of the pink castle we have in the tank. So she walks up to the tank today and says mommy I don't want Buddy to die. Well it was that obvious I couldn't just say he was napping #1 I don't want to lie to her when she clearly knows the truth and I want her to trust me enough to know I will always tell her the truth # 2 read number one again!

Some parents may have chosen the other route and told their child he was napping. But I couldn't lie to her not when she already new in her heart what had happened! She ran to me and cried mommy I don't want him to die why did he die? Trying to stay strong and not let her see me tearing up as well I took in a deep breath and said to her honey everyone does not live forever it was his time to be with God. God has taken buddy and he is now his fish angel. I let her cry it out while holding her and rubbing her back. Then she asked if I could make her a tent in the kitchen. Of course I did and she then took a small cup and put some flowers in it and set it on the outside the tent and said mommy this is for Buddy. Once she was inside she asked me mom will god take care of him can you ask him to take care of Buddy. Heart breaking! I told her honey he was your fish maybe you should ask him. So she asked me how to pray. Since she was in such a small kitchen tent I showed her how to kneel on her knees put her hands together and close her eyes and talk to god he will hear you. So she did. She didn't want me to watch so I stepped away then peeked in anyways. What parent wouldn't take a peek. She opens her eyes and looks out at me mommy did I do it right? I said to her yes honey you did it perfectly!

I was baptized Catholic but do not go to church every week, but that does not mean I don't believe in god or faith. I think it is so important to teach our kids as long as you have faith and believe everything will be ok! My daughter and I both say prayers before eating. She always asks me mom how did you know what to say? I tell her its important to thank god for everything he has given us. Now for those who may not believe in god like I do you can't say your not thankful for the things and opportunities that you have been given whether you thinks its luck or what ever you are thankful none the less and that is all I am trying to do teach my daughter right from wrong, how to be thankful, and everything happens for a reason.

There are so many things in this world that we not be able to teach our children somethings they must learn on their own, but we can teach them how to believe and to think positive and teach them to be honest. When they have children one day we can only hope they will raise their babies right why not give them some good examples. We as parents may not be perfect all the time we are still human and as long as we are alive we will continue to make mistakes. As long as we learn from them then we are not doing to bad. As I tell my daughter I will tell you we all make mistakes but as long as you learn from them and don't repeat them your ok!


Just food for thought! If your child finds themselves in a situation later in life who would you rather them turn to God or something that may not be a better choice. Teach our childern to make good life choices and as parents lets try and lead as an example!

Day 15 Fitness update

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Day 15 Fitness Update!!

So although this may seem pretty silly to others I find this a helpful tool towards my goal. Today is only day 15, but my body is starting to feel the difference. So far I am working out 5 days a week. Now not everyone has to start out this way but I am currently unemployed as of two weeks ago so now I have nothing but time and they have a child care at the gym. Not only do I get to work out but my kid gets play time its a win win for the both of us. As far as my diet I have stepped up on my veggies and trying to back off on the carbs. Morning times I am either doing a Slimfast shake or egg whites and add some veggies. I am not cooking with butter either I will use a little bit of olive oil. The majority off cooking I do if I can not use my George Forman that is I will use the olive oil. I don't drink any soda I only drink water, Crystal light juice no sugar no calories and coffee. I refuse to give up coffee LOL not negotiable!! Always remember calories in calories out is the key! Now as far as those big girl panties I am slightly putting them on lol I have finally convinced my fiance to take a class with me so we are going to do a Spin class tomorrow. Please pray I don't pass out and die lol.

What is the worst thing that can happen to a person when working out. We might possibly feel better about our selves physically, and emotionally. The pounds may not be melting off right now but I have lost some inches and I am feeling amazing and more productive. I am sleeping better at night and waking up feeling refreshed for the first time in well ever really. Even the last time I went on my health kick I can't remember waking up feeling like this. I have only lost 5lbs so far but I am gaining a lot of muscle and my tummy is starting to go down. I should be at my goal by summer time. My ultimate goal is to be a 115 so I know I have a lot more to go from here! I am hoping to loose 15lbs by next month so wish me luck and thank you for listening to me=0) Until next week=)

Work out play list currently listenting to some early 90's hip hop Like Salt N Pepa

My Fitness Update

Friday, April 12, 2013

Well it's been a little while since I have written last so I just wanted to give you an update on my fitness goal and staying healthy.

So I am closing in on week one of trying to make it to the gym every day I almost made it. I had to let my body rest Wednesday. I am getting ready at the moment to go to the gym now, but wanted to give you an update. I didn't Mention before but I am going through a big diet change because I want to and second my body is forcing me to I now have an ulcer and having some kidney problems I have been taken care of lately. So I am unable to eat anything acidic or spicy. Man does this suck I have everything with hot sauce I would put Seracha in my coffee if it taste good LOL. Yesterday I went out and did some major grocery shopping all fresh veggies, fish, chicken basicly everything healthy I could fit into one cart and shove into my tiny little Bug. Also this week I started taking the Pure Green Coffee Bean Pills. As you can see my body is undertaking a lot of change. I have lost a few pounds but putting on more muscle than anything. My main concentration is doing cardio at the moment. Trying to keep positive and even if I don't feel like going to the gym I go anyways. It is important to keep routine so I am trying to convince my mind and body. I really would love to take classes, but have not put those big girl panties on because I chickened out! It was scary when I got to the gym everyone paired up with someone they knew. By the end of next week I am going to get into one of those classes!! Well being the first week I have no major weight loss but I have a little I will up date my fitness blog next week again. If you have any tips or suggestions on this please send me a message=)


Staying positive trying not to get discouraged=)

Family's and staying health together!

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Staying healthy as a family.

        If you were to look up my name in the dictionary it may say a few things like: Couch potato, and Lazy book worm. I always get on these fitness kicks then a short time after its like I never even did anything. I started out at 200 lbs after I had my daughter. I decided that I could not live that way. I kicked ass and got into the 130's I even stayed in that range for a while. Of course I was still not satisfied with myself. Then I started working for a new company after taking a break for a little while. The one thing I loath about working is the junk food. I am so glad patients appreciate us and love us enough to take the time to bake us goodies but it kills me every time. You think oh I can have just one that wont kill me or I deserve this or what I am famous for I am about to start my period I need this chocolate! At my fiance's work he goes in everyday to a buffet I kid you not Donuts, bagels, pastries everything you could possibly think of. Now if we could only get people to cater healthy food to our companies that would be even more amazing!

After I started working again I am now almost reaching my two year mark and also up almost 30lbs. YIKES!! I can't believe I have let myself get this lazy again. Lucky for the hubby he is very tall and his weight doesn't even look bad on him. Men also loose weight so much faster than women just a proven fact. I hate them for that LOL. Women especially women who have had children have to work so much harder. It isn't just about working out I think we all know that by now. So let me stop real fast I am no way shape or form a fitness instructor I am basing mostly everything off of experience. What we eat what we take in is a huge contribution to why we weigh so much. To test that theory I started out changing my eating habits before jumping into working out. I started out but eating Lean Cuisines and drinking slim fast in the morning. I work full time and have a child to get ready in the morning I don't have time to be Betty Crocker in the morning. So I grab a shake ( Slim fast). I also stop drinking soda. The weight just started coming off. But after so long you need to add in the work out. I did and I was doing great for a while at least. Then my laziness kicked in.

    So It looks like I am going to start on my health kick again, but we are now doing it as a family. Family's that play together stay together. So as a family we are trying to do more things as a unit. So recently we joined the newest 24 hr fitness it is now considered a super sport club. AMAZING wow just wow it has everything! I am so juiced to start classes there. Although I wish I had a work out buddy to do classes with I am going to have to woman up and put on those big girl panties and just do it! My fiance it sticking to lifting and cardio. So those we can do together, but you wont catch him doing Turbo kick or Zumba with me lol. The best part about it is we don't have to search for a sitter. They have a well trained certified kids club there. My best friend who also works for one was telling me all the hoops they have to go through to work there with the background checks and becoming CPR certified. That made me and the hubby that much more comfortable leaving her there to play. Listen to me I swear I don't work for one. I just love to promote things that make me happy and make life easier. Today was my first time there at this club and it was amazing. I admit it can get a little pricy, but with our budgeting and the fact we don't really do to much and don't have cable it allows us to do this.

I figured if I write about this to an audience I would be more inspired to keep up with my workouts and fitness goals and let you know how it goes. This will give me more of a push because now I have gone public with it! Just so you know as of today I am 160lbs and 5”2 so you know for us short folks we just get wide not so cute so I am in trim down mode. Also I am getting married in September so we are trying to look good for that as well as just trying to stay healthy.

      So here is to the beginning of my workout journal and letting my readers know my progress. I encourage other women to do the same I would love to talk to anyone else who is trying to feel better about them selves again. Lets be each others inspiration and motivation!! God knows I need it as well no one is strong all of the time that is why us women should have someone we can go to for support and if you already do that’s amazing, if not we can always chat and encourage each other and build one another up!


(Putting on my big girl panties one leg at a time.)

P.s. What type of music gets you going for your workout? Lets share play lists. Right now I am in fighter mode so rock is what is pushing me through. I am currently listening to Avenge Sevendold.

Hectic Moms SOS

Saturday, April 6, 2013

As for me a mom of 1 life gets pretty hectic. I seriously bow down to those Mommy’s out there with more then one child. I don't know how you manage I would be bald by now from yanking out all my hair. To think I want to add to our chaos and have another baby. My daughter is now 5 years old and is very independent so I suppose it wouldn't be that bad. She is starting kindergarten so I'm not sure if I'm ready to start over with diaper changing quite yet. I have gotten a little selfish with my time lately. My time is split between working, daughter, fiance, housekeeping, and trying to write.

As a woman multitasking is a gift from God he was so kind enough to bestow upon us. For me I am a slacker I'm so pooped during the week I leave what I can for the weekends. My kitchen has to stay clean I live in a small apartment and cooking one night looks like a weeks worth of dishes.

So here is the thing. I don't know what the big secret is that I am not being let in on, but how in the hell do moms mange a social life? I can't just leave my kid with just anyone. I see so many moms out there clubbing still and getting trashed with their friends and posting picture on facebook all the time. Why is it that you can manage to get out that often who is raising your children or child? Wednesday through Saturday night I see you guys partying every weekend. I try not to judge, but some people make it hard not to ask questions. Who is tucking your baby in at night?

After I had my daughter I was told by some close friends how many friends they lost once they had their children. I guess I didn't think to much about that until I had my kid. Man was that true once you are no longer able to just go out when ever you want to. Life doesn't stop for us while we are trying to have a family. I get text or calls saying hey lets hit San Francisco tonight or San Jose. Where exactly do you suppose I pull this sitter from my A**?? Not only that I am 29 and some of my friends are slightly older which leads to another question how old is to old to be clubbing? I don't live as close to my family as I wish I could so maybe that is where my problem lies. I don't have my family at my beckon call to watch my kid when ever we want to go out. Even if I do get a sitter it is normally one person that I trust and I have to pick my little girl up by 10 in the morning. So I can't necessarily go out and get tanked and still be alive enough to pick up my kid in the morning.

So I am slowly coming to grips with that I am content being alone. I do get together with some friends from time to time, but it is typically places respectable enough to bring my daughter with me. So I have a few people telling me that its a issue I need to get over. I work my ass off all week and hardly get quality time with my family so excuse me if I don't want to go out and party with out them. Please everyone let me know if I am the one with the issues here. Don't get me wrong I love the idea of being able to go out with my girls. I have even done just that. But I feel like I am losing interest in what some of them are talking about. I am slowly becoming a hermit that doesn't want to social outside of her family and work. Please Moms out there give me some advice on how to keep social and maintaing friendships while leading a busy life. I am very grateful for the handful of friends I do have that understand or just love me enough to know I am a mommy now and I have responsibilities. It is harder and harder to relate to anyone anymore. I know I must sound pathetic but it is what it is. Any advice would be helpful!

Carpe Diem

Monday, April 1, 2013

I just want to say a quick thank you to everyone who is taking time to read my blogs. Please fills free to let me know what you think of my little blog posts. I love feed back !


I don't see myself as a religious person but I consider myself a spiritual person. I don't believe that you need to be in a church to worship god or whom ever it is or whatever it is you may believe in. I think that as long as you know in your heart you believe and you have faith that's all that matters. I pray everyday but just because it doesn't take place in a church or Temple doesn't make it any less meaningful.

My favorite phrase is “Carpe Diem” Seize the day. Let the ones close to you know how much you value them. Tell your Mom, Dad, Child, Husband, Brother or Sister etc that you love them. Spend some quality time with them if that only means sharing a meal together. Find something you guys can do together to spend time with each other. You never know when your time is going to be cut short and it will be to late to go back. When death comes there are no do overs or take backs. Carpe Diem!!!

Appreciation - Learn to give flowers while people are still living”
Joel Osteen

You may be at a crossroads in your life. You may have issues to deal with; people you need to forgive. You can go one of the two ways. You can ignore what you now know to be true and keep burying that bitterness in your life, pushing it deeper and allowing it to poison and contaminate you and those around you. Or you can make a much better choice by getting it out in the open and asking God to help you to totally forgive and let it all go.”
Joel Osteen,
Your Best Life Now: 7 Steps to Living at Your Full Potential

What triggered this blog was that in the past week I have had 4 patients call in and either reschedule or cancel do to a death in their family. When hearing things like this it makes a person reflect on their own life. Thinking to myself I ask some questions: Did I tell my family I love them enough today?, Did I show them in some way that I care? It is the smallest things that you do that can make huge impact on someone elses life. Remember life is precious and we need to appreciate the blessings that we have been given.

So as for my readers once again thank you for taking the time out of your day to read what I have to say today. It is very heart warming to know that I can touch someone, reach someone on some level whether I made you smile, laugh or made any kind of positive impact on you.

I chose to use Joel Osteen's quotes because although I may not be able to make it to church as much as I would like I thoroughly enjoy reading his books and quotes or listening to his podcast to lift my spirits in some way.


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Trying not to screw things up

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Direction. I feel like I have come to a point in my life that I need more guidance. I am a 29 year old receptionist. Not that there is anything wrong with the job that I have, but I expected to have finished collage by now married and had a kid. Well I am partially there. I am engaged to my boyfriend of 11 years and we have a beautiful little girl who is now 5 years old. He is also a student a Chemistry major at that very intelligent, but juggling school and work at the same time as well as trying to raise a child is hard work. Parenting is a full time job all on it's own.

As parents we are constantly trying not to mess up our children permanently. Myself growing up had a horrible childhood. I guess I am just in panic because I have come so far and trying not to mess up my little girl the way my parents did to me. Although I am not on drugs and drinking my self into a coma thinking it will fix everything I am trying to work hard and keep everything together for my daughter. I want her to look at me with respect knowing when she reaches a certain age her mom did everything in her power to educate her and to raise her right! My fiance and I work very hard to make sure she gets everything she needs in life. To start off with she has two parents whom love her very much and will do anything to see her happy. We as a family are truly blessed to have one another he keeps me strong when I am down and I in turn do the same for him. Our little girl will come home with questions about our relationship. There are not to many kids in her class who have both of their parents together. Right now we are trying to prepare her for kindergarten this fall. But goes back to me and the hubby's schedule another juggling act we will soon have to prepare for. Since when did kindergarten only do less than half a day? This is insane how are we as working parents suppose to be able to work full time to support our family and manage the fact school isn't even a full time deal anymore?

I am not sure if I had mentioned this in my previous post but I am fallowing my dream and trying to become a published writer. So when I am not working and have free time I am writing. Just about anything and everything that comes to mind. Not that I needed to add anything else to my crazy plate of life with working and my family. I am trying to not lose myself an wanted to do something that I love while I had down time that wouldn't cost me anything. Being parents we are always trying to budget and trying to find things to do that wont cost us to much. Just so happens I love to write and have this crazy dream of some day walking up to a store and finding someone buying something I poured my heart and soul into. So for now because I am trying my damnedest not to screw my child up I swear not to drink away my issues with anything but coffee and try to set a good example of fallowing your dreams no matter how silly they may seem to someone else.


Life is hard and is always testing us. So I am trying to keep positive and know that all our craziness will die down and pay off for our family one day. No Matter how hard life gets I will always be grateful for my loving little family of 3.

P.s. No matter how old we are everyone needs a little guidance every now and then. What appears to look perfect from the outside is not always the case. We all have our troubles but it is learning how to deal with them in a healthy constructive manner!


Men get with the "Program"

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Sex and Poking the bear

Men when a woman is on their monthly let's call it a “Program” don't bother her for sex. If your woman is anything like me, let me warn you Don't Poke The BEAR!

A Man: “ Hey babe can we uhh... ya know mix it up?” Woman: “ No I am on my “Program”!” Man:” Well can you do something for me?” Woman: “ No. “ Man: “ your so mean!”

Why is it that because I am on my “Program” and don't feel like pleasing you because I am already irritable I am the mean one? Do you understand what our body is going through and how uncomfortable we already are right now? The last thing I have on my mind is how to please you. Sorry Love you, but you have the worst timing. Men act like such children when they don't get what they want. I know us women have our moments, but Don't Poke The Bear when she is on her “Program”

My ideal week while the “Program” is in session is laying around munching, reading a good book IN SILENCE, occasionally being cuddled hair being brushed and fed grapes ( I know that will never happen but a girl can wish) and napping. Not thinking my god my man must want sex right now when I am at my most uncomfortable state how shall I please him. I shake my head at the men who ask such silly things from us while this is happening. For the most part we want our personal space. We love you guys,but help us help you by not driving us to the point of having a raging/emotional break down and making it worse than it has to be.

I am no prude I love sex just as much as the next person, but there is a time for everything and your time is not now! Please try again in about 3 to 7 days depending on the woman. Usually I am attacking my man when its gone, but everyone is different. Maybe not everyone’s man is as awesome as mine, but I am sure we all think ours is the best=)

A List of things we want supplies normally we get that personal stuff, but you can be a HERO by grabbing your woman a few things while you are out and or want to stay out of the dog house.


  1. Her favorite warm drink, Coffee,Tea, Hot Chocolate etc..
  2. Her favorite sweet or salty treats
  3. Help out by cleaning up
  4. Don't chew loudly
  5. Don't wine about anything
  6. Just slip the goods in to the bear din then slowly walk away.

The More helpful you are during this hard time the better you will be treated once it's gone!

                                          FROM BEAR TO KITEN IN A WEEKS TIME



Just be Nice...So I have been told!

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Serenity Now!!
So Another thing about me to know I work in the medical field. To top it off in Physical Therapy. We base our business off people being injured.  Sounds amazing right! Don't get me wrong I love being in the medical field and I always knew that I wanted to work in the medical field since high school. Not touching that subject though high school yuck!
 Playing nice. To sum it up I get paid to be nice to people I work in the front office. Everything starts and ends there so we have to have our shit together and know what we are doing and how to talk to people or at least pretend to. Now please don't let my sarcastic tone mislead you. I love working in my field. I feel like I repeated myself... Oh well. But there is a breaking point an praise baby Jesus that there are three of us working the front between us we keep balance. I am sorry you (not you the reader) the patient are injured and how inconvenient this is on your life and the hell that you are going through at the moment, but there is only so much kindness a person can give before washing there hands with you ( even medical offices can refuse service please remember that). Please remember when going into a place a doctors office, physical therapy office, chiropractic you get the point they/ we are not the people who did this to you. All we are doing is trying to do is help you!! I get the meanest people and yes I have a group of patients that started out horrible, but I finally killed them with kindness and for that reason alone the reward of helping someone touching them knowing that I have helped them loose some of the post injured rudeness its the best feeling getting through to someone. But there are those people out there that are beyond help. For all those people that are out there who are injured please remember us as the medical professionals we did not do this to you!! Unless your circumstances are different in which you are injured because of the medical professionals in that case I am truly sorry then I can sympathize with that and they probably deserve it.
My co-workers like to make fun of me because I  get the meanest people to like me. Killing them with kindness.  People who are hurt are angry why because they have been through the ringer just to get to us. Insurance we have to have it or we have to pay out of pocket and to be honest by the time the medical bills roll in you were probably better off without the insurance ( at least in my office). There are always authorizations and the waiting period, or getting referrals. Some PPO plans don't require them, but we are still going to ask for them why when your insurance company wants to know why we want you to continue treatment we have to prove medical necessity!! Reports and the fact we have a referral from your doctor is what we need. If we have none of that your insurance company wont pay then everything at that point is going to get billed to YOU! Even if you don't want to go to your doctor to get it trust me you will be better off in the long run. That brings me back it is not our responsibility as a medical office to attain that for you. We are not the one in need of medical attention. Here it comes being ..NICE!! If you are being nice to the people who are only trying to help you they will go out of there way to be nice to you and do things to help make your life easier! I am sorry if I am sounding bitter or upset but I have had a bad couple of weeks. I know yes I can hear the sounds of the worlds smallest violin playing just for me. But Everyone needs to vent some how right? So why not inform people while I am venting.
 We the professionals do not ask for anything that isn't necessary. Also Co-pays if I could count all the times people tell me I don't have a copay call my insurance company we did please do your homework. Anyone who has purchased insurance should know what they have and you know yes you know when you have a co-pay.
Being nice for everyone may not work, but if you push just hard enough you can possibly get through to people. I am lucky enough to also work in the back office assisting the therapists. I get to run people through their exercises and do ultrasounds and set ups. I tried to gage their moods and find ways to connect with them. Constancy is the key I always greet everyone with the same smile and niceness. If I have had a screwed up morning running late things just aren't working out for me I don't go into work and take it out on my patients. No I check that at the door before I walk in.  So why come in and do it to people who are trying to help you? But you need to know when to stop trying and wash your hands of people. There is only so much bending over for a person you can do before you get washed of! That goes back to we can refuse service and if we really are not satisfying your medical needs and you don't like people who are only trying to help you, there are millions of other places you can go. I could name a few lol but I am trying to be nice so I will only say this go back to your doctor and ask him/ or her to refer you else where. 

I could say that I am tired of being nice, but I can't. Even with the bad seeds there are great ones the ones who are just so grateful that you are there to be helpful and appreciate you. They are why I work in this field! When someone is feeling better and is leaving you and your company have this since of pride. I helped that person get better. They are why we are in business. Just like any other businesses the grow by word of mouth referring friends, family, their own doctors ect. Thank you to all the nice people that make me love what I do everyday and remind me why I get up everyday to do what I do! I also know what you can't please everyone. Work smart not hard. Not only do I appreciate my patients for their patience with us, but for my co-workers. Teamwork is very important and having a wonderful group of people to back you up to tap you out when they know you have had to much and try a new angle of helping someone. Take a deep breath and drink some coffee....ahhh yes victory

Annie who is now only realizing I can't please everyone!

P.S. Thank you for listening. Everyone needs someone someime:)

Monday, March 25, 2013

  So bare with me as I am a first time blogger this will be my cherry popper! Sitting here reading all these blogs trying to get some perspective on what this world is all about (the blogger world that is).

The thing you will learn about me is that I will always bring up coffee in everything almost everything that I write about. Coffee is my oxygen and without coffee I am no good. I am in love with the smell, the taste the sounds it makes while brewing. Coffee is like my own personal brand of heroin. Anyone who ever watched twilight knows where I took that line from=)  My Fiance tells me its a drug because its a stimulant well its legal so until it becomes illegal I better stock up on it whilst I can! I know I should cut back but I really don't want to even if my doctor did tell me to cut back as well. What  the hell does she know any how lol.  There to many amazing things about it to give it up #1 I can't function without it #2 It makes me a happy person#3 I am a more productive worker with it. I  have this cute sign that sits on my desk at work that I love and is very true!

The other morning I woke up in a pissy mood shocker there I don't do mornings! My Fiance took notice to my mood I guess I was putting out the bad mood vibes not really sure because I wasn't even talking. I hopped into the shower and then I heard the door opening thinking it was my daughter I shouted " Keep the door closed its freezing!" She always comes in uses the bathroom and then will leave the door open. Drives me crazy! All I heard was the sound of a cup being set down then the door being locked and then shut. What in the heck I look out and my hubby was kind enough to make me coffee. I couldn't help but laugh man was I really in that bad of a mood that morning. That was not something he normally did for me so I guess I was projecting some bad mood vibes that morning. Got to love him.
  Today we were watching TV and they were making coffee. I was telling the hubby man that looks amazing right now. He shoots me this look and tells me "Woman you have a problem you have a damn cup just made in your hand."  Its not a problem its a passion!

So as I said at the beginning please bare with me this is my first time blogging. Everyone has to start some where and as someone who wishes to write a book I thought I should start out by doing something like this. I hope my fellow coffee lovers appreciates this and will share there little coffee stories with me as well=)


Everything is inspiring every lyric
every spoken word. With every sip of coffee and lyric that spills out of my radio i am inspired to write! I Close my eyes and let the words dance and arrange in my head, then to finally put my sword to paper and let my story come together. Something inside of me tells me this is exactly what i was suppose to do in life. Heart felt ideas overflows on to the paper in front of me. To hopefully one day be read and inspire another soul only to put their thoughts on paper and inspire another. Let your heart open, let the words flow, let your pen be your sword and your paper your dragon. Concore your dreams one word at a time!